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too many things../ 8:12 AM
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
there are so many things i wanna do and accomplish but i just dont seem to be able to find the time to do so. if only i could have one month or just some time for me to do all these things i've been wanting to do.. time's precious. dont waste it. once it's gone..it's never to come back. so make full use of your time. just like how i need to make full use of mine.
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His presence/ 7:33 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
i am back.. haha. well. I'M SICK! i HATE being sick. i've got a slight fever, sore throat, flu and a cough. i'm losing my voice again!!!
and WOW! Festival Of Praise was amazing, powerful, wonderful and extraordinary!!! i'm in love with Delirious?'s voice!!! i was serving for all the services including my church's 16th anniversary celebration. i wanna thank god for stretching my capacity during those 4 services. my flesh was feeling exhausted. but thank god i have Him inside me to push me and to keep me moving. when i arrived for ushering on the 2nd night of FOP, sis jasmine asked me to be her runner because mei jia, who was supposedly her runner, was not serving. at first i was like, "HUH! WHAT! me?". then after that, i realised that it was a privilege to be a runner. cos you get to learn new stuff. and you get to see what you usually dont get to see. then for the last night of FOP, i was doing external traffic. i thought i wouldnt get into the stadium in time before the service starts. but i was wrong. not only did we go in early, but we also got delirious?'s seats and their seats are located at the very front row, near to the stage! i was really blessed. i was blessed to be an usher, a runner, to be serving for FOP, to even be in FOP, to sit at the front row and the best of all is to be in CITY HARVEST CHURCH, in the kingdom of God. because seeing the way christians of other churches leave the hall in the midst of the service after rejecting about 800 people every night was such an awful sight. anyway, i just had cg meeting yesterday. i can tell you, it was GREAT! yesterday's testimony time really showed how wonderfully God is blessing our cg members. the message yesterday was "Remember His Benefits". there was one part of the sermon that really hit me hard. what should we remember? : 1) Remember how good God has been to us. 2) Remember how God gave us the victory. 3) Remember the words God spoke to us. 4) Remember the first love you had for Jesus. the 4th point, remember the first love you had for Jesus. suddenly, pictures of the times when i was down or when i was about to give up this walk with him started flashing in my mind. i thought to myself, "remember the first love you had for Jesus. remember the time when you made that decision to walk down that aisle. remember the times when you responded to the altar calls." well, as long as you remember the first love you had for Jesus, you will never backslide. as long as you remember the first love for Jesus, you will know that he is always there for you. then after the sermon, we had another time of worship. at that time, the presence of God descended upon me. sis su ting told us to imagine Him in front of us at that very moment. and imagine Him so close to us, embracing us in His arms. the Holy Spirit touched my heart and i broke down in tears. just remember the first love you had for Him. |
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