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taking it all in./ 2:59 PM
Saturday, October 15, 2005

stress, sicknesses, tiredness.. everything! just piling up on me. im just taking it all in. i was on the verge of breaking down. but i just took it all in. the feeling of being sick, stressed and tired altogether was really horrible. i just slept through most of the time of the days of my examinations because i was really sick and i really couldnt take it anymore but to give in to my flesh. i knew i had to study. but my eyes just shut. exams lasted for 2 weeks. on the first week, i was mugging like crazy but on the second week, i was worned out. i just grew sicker, more tired and more stressed. the house i once felt comfortable in, is now somewhere i wouldnt wanna be in. why? because this house had all the thoughts of studying, getting sick and feeling sleepy. i dont know why. but i just felt so uncomfortable being at home.

but now, exam's over!!! and im free! i can get all my sleep back! right now, everything i've written up there can be forgotten. i'll just cast all those thoughts away and live my care-free life.

thank god for the wisdom and strength during this whole period of time. really! thanks!


Solitude/ 2:54 AM
Thursday, October 06, 2005

Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone;
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air;
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.

Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go;
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all -
There are none to decline your nectared wine,
But alone you must drink life's gall.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a large and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.

*Ella Wheeler Wilcox*

this was the unseen poem i had for my literature exam today. meaningful huh. haha. most of us did this one. it was easier to relate to.
phew...! this is the first time i ever wrote SO MUCH for my lit exam. haha. i wrote till my hands ached. and.. poor trees.. i crushed so many papers. haha. that was because the first few minutes i didnt know what to write. so i had to scribble something on the paper to get my juice flowing. haha. after that, everything i had in my mind just started to flow so smoothly onto the paper. and that caused my hand and my lil fingers to ache. so i had to stretch, stretch, stretch, stretch, stretch. haha. that's about it. gotta start mugging now.


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