stress, sicknesses, tiredness.. everything! just piling up on me. im just taking it all in. i was on the verge of breaking down. but i just took it all in. the feeling of being sick, stressed and tired altogether was really horrible. i just slept through most of the time of the days of my examinations because i was really sick and i really couldnt take it anymore but to give in to my flesh. i knew i had to study. but my eyes just shut. exams lasted for 2 weeks. on the first week, i was mugging like crazy but on the second week, i was worned out. i just grew sicker, more tired and more stressed. the house i once felt comfortable in, is now somewhere i wouldnt wanna be in. why? because this house had all the thoughts of studying, getting sick and feeling sleepy. i dont know why. but i just felt so uncomfortable being at home.

but now, exam's over!!! and im free! i can get all my sleep back! right now, everything i've written up there can be forgotten. i'll just cast all those thoughts away and live my care-free life.

thank god for the wisdom and strength during this whole period of time. really! thanks!