oh crap! i got tagged by my sister!!

Here's how it works. Choose a few occupations from the list below and fill in the blanks. If I tag you, you're supposed to answer in your own blog, or friendster.

If I could be a scientist...
If I could be a farmer...
If I could be a musician...
If I could be a doctor...
If I could be a painter...
If I could be a gardener...
If I could be a missionary...
If I could be a chef...
If I could be an architect...
If I could be a linguist...
If I could be a psychologist...
If I could be a librarian...
If I could be an athlete...
If I could be a lawyer...
If I could be an inn-keeper...
If I could be a professor...
If I could be a writer...
If I could be a llama-rider...
If I could be a bonnie pirate...
If I could be an astronaut...
If I could be a world famous blogger...
If I could be a justice on any one court in the world...
If I could be married to any current famous political figure...

If I could be a scientist...
well, i'll never be. but like i said.. IF i could be one.. then i'll invent whatever i want. tell me. and i'll help you invent too!

If I could be a musician...
i'll compose lots and lots of songs... songs that are touching. love songs. christian music... you know... touching songs. haha

If I could be a doctor...
i'll give everyone MC!!! YAY!!!!!!! haha!

If I could be a painter...
i'll paint a picture of what i think heaven will look like.. i'll paint a picture of my family.. my friends... and i'll paint my whole house!

If I could be a missionary
i'll travel all over the world.. spread the gospel to everyone and help the needy..

If I could be an architect
i'll design my own house!

If I could be a linguist
then when i travel all around the world, i can speak whatever language that country is speaking!!!
the languages i wanna learn most are french, italian, spanish, latin, russian, swedish, swiss, hawaiian, irish and korean.
then comes german, african, burmese, danish, dutch, greek, hebrew, portuguese and turkish.
and i wanna find out how icelandic and hungarian sound like.
well, that's like a whole loada stuff to learn huh.. but nvm.. i have my whole life to learn them. so who cares!! haha.

If I could be a psychologist...
i wanna help those with problems or troubles in their lives.. people like david pelzer..

If I could be an athlete...
like what my sis said.. i'll run for god.. i'll keep the faith.. and i'll keep the race!


oh cool! this is so fun!! OK, if you happen to read this, then YOU'RE TAGGED. now YOU"RE IT! hehehe. so.. all you have to do now is tag someone else and he or she IS IT! cool huh!?! TOTALLY!!!

what can i say?
what should i do?
how should i feel?

mixed emotions..
filling up my brain.
hatred, pity, denial, objection.

should i forgive you?
should i hate you?
should i cry?
or should i hold my tears back?




i'm so CONFUSED!

love. is it all that special?
is it worth for some to die?
to feel the pain for someone else,
to share the sorrows within themselves.

does it feel worthwhile?

happiness, pleasure, bliss, delight
all will start to be in sight.

but then, the storm will soon begin,
everything then becomes a frown.

the smile on your face
where is it?
the joy in your heart
where to find?

then, jealousy, hatred, anger and rage
all just seem to come somehow.

will you find the one you truely love?
or do you think that it's just a fairytale?

is it friendship love?
or something more?

ask yourself...

a brand new year, a brand new beginning.. 2006. i know it'll be a great year, by faith...yup! when you run, RUN! don't look back & just keep on running foward! looking back will hinder you from the purpose god has for you!

but then sometimes, it seems so easy to say "let bygones be bygones".. but can we actually let everything go? sometimes the hurt is so bad that it has left a scar in us, and you wonder how to remove it..

"forgive and forget".. it's such a common phrase. but is everyone doing it? although most of us forgive, but we just can't seem to forget. why..? because all those bad memories you had just keeps on flashing in your mind..

say goodbye to 2005! such a crappy year. everything doesnt even feel like anything. chinese new year didnt felt like chinese new year. my birthday didnt felt like my birthday. even christmas. and 2 hrs ago.. it didnt felt like it was the end of 2005. it was such a lousy year. everything was just wrong. almost everyone felt that way too..!

but then.. now it's............2006!!! yippie! hope this will be a great year for everyone.
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR! just some messages to my darlings:


to TARA..
hey girl, thanks for all the things you've done for me, the joy you've brought into my life.
thanks for spending time to help us organise those little meet-ups.
really.. THANK YOU!
haha..
thanks for the times, where we would sit down and talk..
remember everytime when i get pissed off or angry?
guess what you'll do..
you'll just laugh at me because you think it's really funny when i get angry. haha
i could just go on forever.. about the both of us..
but i just wanna thank you for all the great times we spent together



p.s. dont get angry with me for placing your face on my blog.. haha. it's an honour.

and yeah.. it's just more than words can say or express..
you know what!?!
I LOVE YOU!!
MUACKS!
oh yes.. and although we wont be in the same class next year..
just dont forget that i'll be there for you. aiight??
c ya in school sister.
love ya.
i'll miss you!


to EVERYONE WHO "KNOWS" ME OUT THERE..
just wanna thank you guys for everything that you've placed in my life.
fond memories, joy, laughter.. just EVERYTHING!
whether small or big..
because without you guys, my life wouldnt be the same.
so yup, just wanna thank you guys again..
and wish all of you....
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

toodles!